Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
Some ppl say I am unemotional. They are right, in a sense.
I didn’t feel anything when my grandfather died. I still don’t. I am obligated 2 do so, I knw. That he is no longer arnd shld mean something more than a piece of information. Bt I barely knw him, I think I cn count e no. of times I met him on one hand. So shld I feel sad bcause I am obligated 2 do so? How true is that emotion? I gve up trying 2 force out emotion once I began to feel what a useless expenditure of energy it was.
So I don’t feel much emotion for many things. Bcz frm my perspective, it is nt that I’m being unemotional, bt bcz it makes no sense 2 do so. I don’t feel especially horrified, sad or concerned when I see a car crash fatality. I don’t particularly care for sob stories frm ppl of no concern 2 me, if I cnnt help or if e stories do nt interest me.
But I do feel emotion. When it affects me, when I care for u, when I can do something, or when whatever it is, it becomes of relation to me.
So whether or nt I am unemotional, I dn't really knw myself. Bt frm my perspective, it's nt me being abnormal, it's u all being weird.
